Failing Targets

5 days in and i should be out firing, racking up hands and enjoying poker?

FAIL.

i should be on say 3k hands but i've only played 515 and not even managed one full ring session.

only positive is that im winning and im about $130 up, i really really need to get my finger out and grind.

to top off my week of poker, check this out which happened 10 minutes ago.

half the field are gone and im 40th out of 400 with top 80 pay in my old favourite the $200k guaranteed, looking promising to end my back to back effective bubbles?

GAME #3336651056: Texas Hold'em NL Tournament 2010/12/05 20:42:54
Table $200,000 Guaranteed, 526833221, 4222223631 (Tournament: $200,000 Guaranteed Buy-In: $300+$20)
Seat 1: Magma1001 ($4,312.50 in chips)
Seat 2: MJR719 ($5,478.00 in chips)
Seat 3: sh1thead1943 ($13,905.00 in chips)
Seat 4: heyfreddy ($6,920.00 in chips)
Seat 5: krestik75 ($7,405.00 in chips)
Seat 6: SaulBloom ($14,227.00 in chips)
Seat 7: MoniSunshine ($6,427.25 in chips)
Seat 8: SoLiD28 ($10,587.00 in chips)
Seat 9: 6hj87rw ($13,623.80 in chips) DEALER
Seat 10: JohnnyDipp ($11,625.70 in chips)
JohnnyDipp: Post Ante $20.00
Magma1001: Post Ante $20.00
MJR719: Post Ante $20.00
sh1thead1943: Post Ante $20.00
heyfreddy: Post Ante $20.00
krestik75: Post Ante $20.00
SaulBloom: Post Ante $20.00
MoniSunshine: Post Ante $20.00
SoLiD28: Post Ante $20.00
6hj87rw: Post Ante $20.00
JohnnyDipp: Post SB $100.00
Magma1001: Post BB $200.00
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to sh1thead1943 [HK DK]
MJR719: Fold
sh1thead1943: Raise (NF) $550.00
heyfreddy: Fold
krestik75: Fold
SaulBloom: Fold
MoniSunshine: Fold
SoLiD28: Call $550.00
6hj87rw: Raise (NF) $1,800.00
JohnnyDipp: Fold
Magma1001: Fold
sh1thead1943: Raise (NF) $5,555.00
SoLiD28: Fold
6hj87rw: Raise (NF) $13,603.80
sh1thead1943: Call $8,048.80
*** FLOP *** [DQ H2 H3]
*** TURN *** [HQ]
*** RIVER *** [C2]
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $28,257.60 Rake $0.00
6hj87rw: Shows [HA DA]
6hj87rw: wins $28,257.60

jesus a chiplead pot with nearly 150 big blinds, of course he has to have fricking aces when i have kings.

impossible to fold though!