The Tilt Rained Down

i was thinking this morning about how well poker had been going, yesterday was pretty much a brag post and it did not include an evening win of about $70 and another withdrawal which made it $680 withdrawn since 1st of July.

Today though my demons returned....I played a 4 table rush session was not really focusing and basically i can break it down in a timeline of shit

10 mins in...i have KQ with queen of diamonds, it gets raised to 75c and i call.. flop is Jxx2 diamonds bloke checks i check, turn is 3rd diamond, bloke checks i bet $1.50 he calls.... river queen of spades he checks i bet $4 he re-raises all in only another $3... i have to call and he has a slow played nut flush. fair one.

1 min later.... i have 99 for some reason i limp, flop 847 i bet pot villain calls, turn ace, i bet $1.75 villain min raises, i should fold? i call. river 8 villain shoves for $5 i call even though i dont beat anything - he has quad 8's

im bored typing now so ill show the last 3 hands of the rush session -

this hand so obvious he has a monster, his timebank call pre and then minraise flop jesus why do i not get away

Full Tilt Poker Game #22980972459: Table Apollo - $0.10/$0.25 - No Limit Hold'em - 14:17:06 ET - 2010/08/10
Seat 1: FoonyBoony ($37.80)
Seat 2: rm4ak ($27.93)
Seat 3: Ace Inhibitor ($3.93)
Seat 4: FuRiVa2010 ($26.81)
Seat 5: SammuLo ($18.55)
Seat 6: josephthepimp ($25.35)
Seat 7: fatmorpheous ($25.02)
Seat 8: Tip33 ($25.15)
Seat 9: BabolAjax ($25)
FoonyBoony posts the small blind of $0.10
rm4ak posts the big blind of $0.25
The button is in seat #9
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to fatmorpheous [Jh Js]
Ace Inhibitor folds
FuRiVa2010 folds
SammuLo raises to $1
josephthepimp folds
fatmorpheous has 15 seconds left to act
fatmorpheous raises to $3
Tip33 folds
BabolAjax folds
FoonyBoony folds
rm4ak folds
SammuLo has 15 seconds left to act
SammuLo has requested TIME
SammuLo calls $2
*** FLOP *** [6d 2s 7c]
SammuLo checks
fatmorpheous bets $6
SammuLo raises to $12
fatmorpheous has 15 seconds left to act
fatmorpheous calls $6
*** TURN *** [6d 2s 7c] [6h]
SammuLo bets $3.55, and is all in
fatmorpheous calls $3.55
SammuLo shows [Kh Kc]
fatmorpheous shows [Jh Js]
*** RIVER *** [6d 2s 7c 6h] [7s]
SammuLo shows two pair, Kings and Sevens
fatmorpheous shows two pair, Jacks and Sevens
SammuLo wins the pot ($35.58) with two pair, Kings and Sevens

bit unlucky

Full Tilt Poker Game #22980978182: Table Apollo - $0.10/$0.25 - No Limit Hold'em - 14:17:21 ET - 2010/08/10
Seat 1: fatmorpheous ($25)
Seat 2: Kynsilaukka ($10)
Seat 3: Vox Lusa ($51.43)
Seat 4: poldpf ($16.73)
Seat 5: Defndrofangels ($25.40)
Seat 6: dkstjgus ($39.04)
Seat 7: ofidio ($25.65)
Seat 8: Hutynek ($20)
Seat 9: LuckIsOn ($26.29)
ofidio posts the small blind of $0.10
Hutynek posts the big blind of $0.25
The button is in seat #6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to fatmorpheous [6c 6s]
LuckIsOn raises to $0.75
fatmorpheous calls $0.75
Kynsilaukka folds
Vox Lusa folds
poldpf folds
Defndrofangels folds
dkstjgus folds
ofidio folds
Hutynek calls $0.50
*** FLOP *** [6h 3d 9h]
Hutynek checks
LuckIsOn has 15 seconds left to act
LuckIsOn checks
fatmorpheous bets $1.50
Hutynek folds
LuckIsOn raises to $4.75
fatmorpheous raises to $24.25, and is all in
LuckIsOn calls $19.50
fatmorpheous shows [6c 6s]
LuckIsOn shows [4h 5h]
*** TURN *** [6h 3d 9h] [7d]
*** RIVER *** [6h 3d 9h 7d] [Qc]
fatmorpheous shows three of a kind, Sixes
LuckIsOn shows a straight, Seven high
LuckIsOn wins the pot ($48.31) with a straight, Seven high

now this is just retarded...when i tilt i dont even play as well as a retard

Full Tilt Poker Game #22981029340: Table Apollo - $0.10/$0.25 - No Limit Hold'em - 14:19:40 ET - 2010/08/10
Seat 1: youus ($25)
Seat 2: JCHolyHands ($25)
Seat 3: Johnny Benson ($10.39)
Seat 4: Swine_1967 ($13.77)
Seat 5: jaman1965 ($11.19)
Seat 6: Alonso_NWAC ($83.61)
Seat 7: fatmorpheous ($29.43)
Seat 8: Todoshok ($47.67)
Seat 9: Sausa84 ($25.81)
Sausa84 posts the small blind of $0.10
youus posts the big blind of $0.25
The button is in seat #8
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to fatmorpheous [Qs Ks]
JCHolyHands folds
Johnny Benson folds
Swine_1967 folds
jaman1965 folds
Alonso_NWAC raises to $0.75
fatmorpheous raises to $2
Todoshok folds
Sausa84 folds
youus folds
Alonso_NWAC has 15 seconds left to act
Alonso_NWAC raises to $7
fatmorpheous calls $5
*** FLOP *** [Th As 3d]
Alonso_NWAC has 15 seconds left to act
Alonso_NWAC checks
fatmorpheous bets $14.35
Alonso_NWAC has 15 seconds left to act
Alonso_NWAC raises to $28.70
fatmorpheous calls $8.08, and is all in
Alonso_NWAC shows [Ah Ac]
fatmorpheous shows [Qs Ks]
Uncalled bet of $6.27 returned to Alonso_NWAC
*** TURN *** [Th As 3d] [Qc]
*** RIVER *** [Th As 3d Qc] [7h]
Alonso_NWAC shows three of a kind, Aces
fatmorpheous shows a pair of Queens
Alonso_NWAC wins the pot ($56.25) with three of a kind, Aces

final damage was $200 as i then carried on tilting at headsup before i snapped out of it... FFS im sober as well what is wrong with me

will have to redeposit a withdrawal now as Bankroll is only $800, will probably put on $100-$150 in the next few days, will update figures but the postive is that im still up $200 for the month, have some soul searching to do re managing this tilt.

hey at least i still havent played higher than 25c/50c

:-)